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Student Perspectives
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Rickety, Simple, and Pure Kendra Flood I cautiously placed my klunky rubber boots onto the thin, loosely assembled floor pieces that were laid carefully across the shaman’s small Amazonian hut. I was sure that at any moment I was going to plummet through this alien hardwood floor to the chigger infested grass five feet below. Dancing? No way, not on that floor. I could see the headlines now, “gringos party a little too hard with Indian tribe and shaman, Don Ramon’s house goes down....” But I saw the innocent looks in the eyes of the children that had circled around me. Two little boys squirmed to see who could grab my hand first, and a little girl had found a home in my lap, intertwining her slender legs around mine. “Vamos chiquitos, bailamos!” I exclaimed rising to my feet, and the floor and I began to build a pact of trust as I brought my clan of munchkins out onto the rickety, mystery surface. We probably danced for over and hour, but the concept of time was the farthest thing from me or anyone else occupying Don Ramon’s home that night. We just were. The flickering candlelight gleamed on the rough faces of the three older men playing authentic Peruvian music in the front of the room. This iridescent effect on the flautist, the drummer, and the man on maracas, provided an ambiance that was surreal as we circled round and round the dance floor, surrounded with children, overtaken by smiles and laughter. As the night progressed onwards, the children progressed to bed, and the still unidentified floor and I took our relationship to yet another level. The circle that we had been dancing in created the blueprints for the circle we fashioned, seating ourselves on the irregular surface for a healing ceremony with the shaman. At that moment, I had no clue that he was performing a healing ceremony, nor did I know exactly what one was at that point in time either, but whatever happened in that circle was something real and something pure. Skeptical at first, I did not know if the floor and I would be able to see at the same plane, its rutted surface wearing on my bottom, making me far from comfortable during what I presumed would end up being a rather lengthy ceremony. But the two glistening candles that now sat at the center of the circle in front of Don Ramon, combined with the incantations that floated from the shaman’s mouth in a language that somewhat resembled Spanish, caused my mind to be whisked away to a quiet place. I felt as if I almost melted into the floorboards that had provided such tart conflict before. I left Don Ramon’s home that night with an elated feeling. The mystery floor panels and I met again back at my tent that was set in an abandoned hut very similarly constructed to Don Ramon’s. Although the panels felt like no less than spines in back, surprisingly I did not mind. I slept through the loud Amazonian night probably better than any previous night I had spent in my cozy, mosquito net-covered bed back at the lodge. We met with Don Ramon the next morning and he asked us about our dreams. Somehow the prior night I had missed, in his garbled Spanish, the request for us to try and remember our dreams. I wanted to kick myself for not remembering, but now that I reflect on what I said, I do not think that was the point. For when it came time for me to share my dreams I managed to sputter out in my broken Spanish, “No recuerdo mucho, pero recuerdo tranquilidad,” something that in essence I have not found in my fast-paced, hectic, American life for maybe years. Maybe there was a little more strength in those simply laid, wobbly old floor boards than I initially suspected. |
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